Well….here goes my first ever tagged post in wordpress …Thank u RJ

1. Last movie you saw in a theater?

The Happening – M.Night Shyamalan movie..( btw hez a Mallu hehehe) The movie wos wokay…wokay…

2. What book are you reading?

Well..two books at a time..coz I’ll get bored if I read the same book after two days..Right now, Iam reading ‘3 Mistakes of My Life’ -By Chetan Bhagat and ‘Memoirs of a Geisha’-By Arthur Golden

3. Favorite board game?

Ludo!

4. Favorite magazine?

Dare and Cosmopolitan for all the ‘tipz’ they give ….hehehe

5. Favorite smells?

Smell of earth after the first rain, smell of my man !

6. Favorite sounds?

The soft muzik from a Piano

7. Worst feeling in the world?

Depression and missing : -(

8. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up?

Gosh! I am alive for one more day

9. Favorite fast food place?

Mc Donald’s..(Mc Chicken Burger….Iam Hungryyyyyy)

10. Future child’s name?

Well, I want a cute li’l girl..Iam gonna name her as ‘Devangi’ which means like a goddess or ‘Diya’ which means Light

11. Finish this statement. “If I had lot of money I’d….?

Start a Narco Analysis Centre and Private Detective Agency !

12. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?

Ughhhhhhh….next question plz …

13. Storms – cool or scary?

Scary Of course !

14. Favorite drink?

Mango lassi and Coconut water

15. Finish this statement, “If I had the time I would….”?

Have gone to Uganda to learn Luganda! –the local language…hehehe..crazy me !

16. Do you eat the stems on broccoli?

Depends !

17. If you could dye your hair any color, what would be your choice?

It’ll be a mix of light pink n red! But mine is already coloured wid Burgundy…so the outcome of this colouring wud be smething reeely weird …: P

18. Name all the different cities/towns you’ve lived in?

Cochin, Chennai,Bangalore

19. Favorite sports to watch?

Kerala’s traditional ‘Gatta Gusthi’

20. One nice thing about the person who sent this to you?

RJ – Hez just like me !!!! Thtz the only nice thing bout him tht I can ever say

21. What’s under your bed?

My teddy!!! I always kick his a$$ while in sleep…morng when I get up he’ll b there right under my bed! Poor thing!

22. Would you like to be born as yourself again?

Yes, I wud like to be born as myself again n again….I just luv u Ken!

23. Morning person or night owl?

Night owl ;- )

24. Over easy or sunny side up?

Ssup !

25. Favorite place to relax?

A spa! esp after a good foot massage …

26. Favorite pie?

Apple pie….yummy!

27. Favorite ice cream flavor?

Guava flavor !!!!!

28. Of all the people you tagged this to, who’s most likely to respond first?

It all depends on the net connections and typing speed of the ppl….let’s see

Things were going fine until I discovered that “empty feeling” aka EF tryng to capture my mind and make me feel depressed…I wos like “Excuse me, wot is this..?? I wos fine whole morning..and now wott??..plz gimme a break…just leave me alone”…but ‘EF’ didn’t listen to me..He took all possible routes in ma being wid verve n vigor and subjugated my heart. I realized my heart wos heavy…..i felt the pang in my nerves…and veins and all the tiny molecules with which I am made of…I asked myself, ”Ken, wots happening? ”…

Ken was silent..I hate when silence rules…may b Ken is tryng to find the answer for all this dilemma..So let her take her own time…this is wot that came to my mind at tht sec.

The next sec Ken came bak wid an answer..And it wos all that I wanted…The answer !

I luv u Ken for being so prompt ….:-)

The reason for this sudden upsurge in my emotional level was the fact that I am missing someone very badly in my life…Yes…that wos true..I misss him…and his friendship…

May b I shld amend that word a bit..a SOUL MATE wud do justice to our relationship I guess…:-) Yeah..i like that word…a soul mate He wos everything for me..My dad,brother,cousin,lover,classmate, confidant and above all a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, a heart to feel and much much more…I found myself telling him the deeper, darker details of my life…and I found bliss by doing so..In return he showered me wid luv,care,support,motivation,inspiration and…and..wot more I need ?…I wos mesmerised completely by him and his presence in ma life…

Me n him… Many a time we both had our own disagreements…we had our share of fights…arguments.. but…end of the day..he wos there for me….and I wos there for him..:-) Our experiences…our reactions….our absurdity, everything had a wavelength.Infact, we seemed to be on the same wavelength from the moment we met and I guess that ‘W’ factor made us this close..:-) Frankly, I thought he wos ‘The Mr.Perfect’ for me and vice-versa…More than a soulmate, I started thinking bout him as somebody whom i’ll own this lifetime ..it wos a world full of luv..a world full of hopes n happiness..which I’ll never get bak in this life…

Now u’ll b wondering whether I got married to this person or not…or u’ll b wondering y the hell this crazy gal ever started writing bout him…rt?

Ppl…the answer for the first question is a big n heartbreaking “No” ..well…the story had a climax which wos obvious like u see in any popular luv flicks..thanks ma lord ..

And the answer for the second question wud be…

Heyy.. remember the ‘EF’ that subjugated my heart a while ago?? This’s all coz of him..tht bitch ! He made me write this memoir..and I am falling into blues…F#*@k him ma lord ….

Ad extremum..

We botched and luv won

Thatz how it should be.. Always…

And thtz y Ken is alive n kicking ..

How long but ?…

Blues…Here I come…

Thatz me…Ken….Well..I am so happy 2 day that I started blogging….Its been quite sometime now…but I am not at all new 2 this blogosphere… I had another page in blogspot.com…but somehow I dnt wanna go bak there and start writing afresh….may b coz of the memories associated wid tht blog..may I don’t want a new episode of my blogging in an old platform..may b coz I always wantd to try wordpress and its features….may b coz im tryng to emulate ma frnds who shifted their base frm blogspot to wordpress recently…..may b ..may b…. there r too many may b’s …even I dnt know y the hell I came 2 wordpress…..nyways….now tht im here…lets chuck blogspot….my business is this now..and I will do it….hehehe…( a pat at the bak for Ken frm me for taking this strong decision )……

Well…u may wonder y I am calling maself Ken .. No this is nt Ken, our Barbie’s boy mate..( excuse me….i dnt like the concept of boy frnds..instead I wud like to call them boy mates.. ( dnt ask me y…I really dnt hav a reason )… Ken is the Egyptian goddess of love …and as I said I am a person who luvs to luv….so thought I’ll call maself Ken ! cool rt??….

The next question wud be y the hell I am here wid all this blogging n stuff….yeah….i have the answer…sometimes in life u’ll feel a black-out..donno if it’s the correct word to use..some kind of blankness…..an empty feeling…..may b I can describe it like this….just imagine ur walking on the beach nude…u donno wot ur doin’ and u donno y ur doin’ this….u really dnt know wot next to do and even if u find that out…u dnt know how 2 do it……heheheheh this is the worst description u all hav ever read about “empty feeling” rt?…..wot to do?…i guess this is the apt one coz everyday I see this scene in my dreamz….and thatz when I really feel tht empty feeling creeping to ma mind…

So I wos telling the reason behind y iam writing the blog nw….When this black-out happens, I realized writing is the only thing i was able to do…like I said, writing to vent my anger, frustration and depression….writing,I must tell u works like magic 4 me….its a medicine for my crying soul…..my blue soul……I luv u my words …mwwaahhh..

Ok world…let me tell you something in advance….i am not gonna freak you out with a complex, convoluted vocabulary….my lang will be simple, hot ( hmm..in the sense just out of my heart hot-hot ..) and genuine…the truth is I really don’t know how to write complex words and sometimes I wonder when I read sme of the blogs .. “ Jesus.. from which God forbidden island they took these words to spread in this lovely page ??? “hehehehe ( By saying this I admit that my vocabulary is poor and I really cant write like Shakespeare)…

So ppl…enough of if’s and but’s and why’s ….lemme end this post by confessing some of the unknown truths about Ken!

Well..this is Ken ..

A Self-Confessed chatterbox / Motor Mouth..

Have a great sense of humor….

A die-hard fan of all things herbal …

Capable of acting weird most of the times…( Dnt think it’s a just a boo-boo claim..its true J )

Is an Orangie ! (I luvv oranges….yummmmm)

Luvvs Salsa n Broadway dance… (I dance well too….)

Luvvs to eat dark chocolates wid vodka ( apple flavour hehehe)..

Somebody hu wanna adopt a baby girl sometime in life ( seriously…)

A bigg fan of her dad (Luv u papa..)

Hates cooking in kitchen (cooking stories too)…

A big fan of SRK ( Well..u guessed it right…KKKi KKiiii Kiran )

Excuse me…do u thinkl I’ll go on n on writing bout maself in this page?…no ways ! There are some things which is better left unsaid ..in my case too this is applicable…let there be sme kind of an ambiguity ..trust me it works !

Well.. before I move on to redundancy lemme pen the last thoughts bout Ken…

I belong to the last series of the almost extinct angel species….

You don’t meet angels too often…. But then, here is one, a little crazy though…